B!

-laters,

Fighter

Fighting this feeling,
this GOOD feeling.
Happy.
Fun.
(;

-lates,

* NEW

I have dreams.
I got motives.
Happiness.
I have goals.
I love my life.
FOCUSED.
My life, luh' every SECOND of it.
ONE & ONLY 4 LIFE; Czylah Ciel
Yes, I'm in love..
Don't think it'll last FOREVER..
Forever really isn't enough,
my Forever has probably ended..
BUT,
My life goes on. (;
NOTHING will stop me,
NOTHING.
Got my head up sky high & beyond.
STRONG.
& I have butterflies at the moment. (;
I like it when someone special sparks me up,
warmest feeling that keeps me smiling.

-lates,

FGU<3

Between "Monty & I" =] Hehe.

Service!
Conflict
Days
Friend
Day(s)
Ring
Days
Frozen
Days
Happy Feet
Years
College
Golden
Place4Friends
Ol'timer
Ill
Melt Down
(;

-lates,

Couldn't find the Male Version, this is Good Enough.

12 Types of Females
:

1. Ms. Gold-Digger
Advantages
a. You have some one to manage your money.
b. She always looks good.
c. She makes your other niggas jealous.
d. She makes you look good.

Disadvantages
a. When you get broke she'll be gone and take what you have left.
b. She makes sure she has a child by you to sue you for child support.
c. Once your nigga comes up she'll be on his arm the next day.


2. Ms. Freak (secret lover)
Advantages
a. She knows all the right positions.
b. She'll try everything more than once.
c. You're never unsatisfied.
d. She'll do all the things your girl won't do.
e. She doesn't mind being your freak, as long as she catches one too.

Disadvantages
a. Eventually, b/c she's a female, she'll end up catching feelings.
b. She starts to act like she's your "main".
c. She fucks wit ya boy and act like you in the wrong for telling her that she's a freak.
d. Eventually her shit gets old. And you need a replacement.


3. Ms. Independent
Advantages
a. You don't have to worry about buying her anything. She got it.
b. She's intelligent, sassy, confident and determined.
c. She's great for (business) conversation.
d. She keeps it real and has goals.
e. She knows how to please a man.

Disadvantages
a. She will continuously let you know, that she can handle it on her own.
b. She will eventually say fuck you and get a dildo.
c. She will consider you another one her play toys, or goals.


4. Ms. Dyme
Advantages
a. She's top of the line.
b. She stays looking like a fantasy.
c. She has the body of a goddess with the face to match.
d. She considers herself a "model"
e. Gets you on hard whenever you see her.
f. All the girls envy her, but she doesn't care.

Disadvantages
a. She's superficial. She cares only about her looks.
b. She honestly lacks confidence and will annoy you about the way she looks.
c. She's probably dumb as hell and if she's not her personality is dry.
d. You have to constantly keep your game up b/c every nigga is gonna try to get her.


5. Ms. Tomboy
Advantages
a. She's cool and laid back.
b. She'll be willing to play rough with you.
c. Of course, she loves sports.
d. Her body is athletically divine.
e. She's easy to talk to and fun to be around.
f. She's a diamond in the rough.

Disadvantages
a. She'll remind you too much of your nigga.
b. She might not want to change her appearance.
c. She might actually beat you in basketball, football and track.


6. Ms. Ghetto
Advantages
a. She's not afraid of any other female or male. She will fight to keep you.
b. She's down for you. She'll be there to bail you out of jail.
c. She's always stays fresh.
d. She can cook up a storm. She can make the best out of a bad situation.
e. She keeps it real and keeps you satisfied.

Disadvantages
a. She doesn't know how to act in public.
b. Your mama can't stand her.
c. You get into it with her every other second.
d. She's willing to fight another girl looking at you or her PERIOD.
e. Her weave colors are distracting and her vocabulary is minimal.


7. Ms. Good Girl
Advantages
a. She's always there for you.
b. She's intelligent, classy, kind, sweet and cool.
c. Your mother loves her.
d. You can see yourself falling in love with her.
e. You are her first everything.
f. She makes you feel like a man.

Disadvantages
a. She's an A or B situation either:
A. You're not gonna get any until ya'll are married or
B. She said she's never done - she said she's never tried - she's sitting there telling a muthafukkin' lie.


8. Ms. Main
Advantages
a. She is the one you respect.
b. She probably may know about the others but might not care.
c. She has all the qualities you want in a female.
d. You've been with her forever.

Disadvantages
a. She starts getting very suspicious and calls you every moment.
b. She will devise a plan to catch you in your act and then kick your ass


9. Ms. Psycho
Advantages
a. She's fun and spontaneous.
b. She's down to earth.
c. She loves you unconditionally.
d. Everything about her is too good to be true. So everyone loves her.
e. She makes you feel loved.

Disadvantages
a. Don't you break up with her. She will stalk your ass.
b. She keeps pictures of you everywhere and knows everything about you.
c. She can manipulate the hell out of you.
d. She will consider herself wifey even if she may just be that chick on the side.
e. Fuckin' with her can make your life a living hell.


10. Ms. I have a Man
Advantages
a. She may have a man but she'll mess with you anyway.
b. She looks good.
c. You have an intense night of passion with her.

Disadvantages
a. She'll always come crying to you about the problems with her man.
b. She'll get you caught up and then leave you anyway for her man.
c. If you piss her off she'll get her man to come beat your ass.
d. She'll unofficially make you her man once she gets pissed off at her real man.


11. Ms. Tease
Advantages
a. She's tempting and a nice piece of eye candy.
b. She's intelligent, athletic, respectable and SEXXXXXXY.
c. She knows how to turn you on without touching you.
d. Everything she does is just so sensual.
e. She can bring you to that point and make you wait to get it.
f. Every time you see her you catch a mini orgasm.
g. Every nigga wants her b/c she's so mysterious and that makes you want to get her first.

Disadvantages
a. NO matter what you think or do you never get it.
b. She probably has a long distance boyfriend somewhere that you will never know about.
c. She gets you hard and leaves you like that. (Unbearable)


12. MRS. RIGHT
Advantages
a. She is not sexy, fine, or a dyme she is Beautiful and therefore encompasses all of these descriptions.
b. She is intelligent, sassy, funny, outgoing, determined, strong and classy.
c. She can cook or at least order a meal that is just like your mother's.
d. Her personality is just as beautiful as her body.
e. She believes in God and follows his virtues.
f. She knows that a relationship requires a 200% quota yet she gives her man an extra 10%.
g. She can please her man in anyway. Mentally, Spiritually, and Sexually.
h. She makes you recognize your full potential as a man and completes you.
i. She's always there for, no matter what your dreams are.
j. She's not afraid to tell you the truth and set you straight.
k. You can talk to her and confide in her, she's your best friend.
l. You love being around her more than your boys.
m. You can share your most intimate moments with her without sex.
n. You can have a bad argument with her and have the BEST Mind Numbing and passionate love making fest ever.
o. She's always willing to find a way to work out your problems and will often take most of your *bleep*. But she's also intelligent enough to leave.
p. She's nothing like any other girl you've met. She's your woman.

Disadvantage
a. You've probably met her, or had her in your life but got too consumed with all the other types so you let her go.

-lates,

Summertime

& my time to shine,

I'm looking forward to a great summer, then sadly expecting my departure in Mid-August to SF Bay. Yikes! Big changes will surely happen & I'm ready for the best. However, I will leave a lot behind & mos def will miss my daughter & family, but my education is the best I can do for them 'til I settle back home. (:

"Do what you love & love what you do, then you won't have to work."
(:

-lates,

13 SECRETS, well not anymore. (:

1. WHAT IS YOUR DISPLAY NAME ABOUT?
_I'm known. Lol. (;

2. WHERE WAS YOUR DISPLAY PICTURE TAKEN?
_Babe's car.

3. WHATS YOUR HEADLINE MEAN?
_Read between the damn lines.

4. WHATS YOUR CURRENT MOOD?
_Bored. Haha.

5. WHATS YOUR MOST VALUED POSSESSION?
_Cell phone.

6. HOW ARE THINGS IN YOUR RELATIONSHIP?
_Couldn't be better.

7. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WOULD YOU?
_Negative.

8. IF YOU COULD BE AN ANIMAL FOR A DAY, WHAT WOULD YOU BE?
_Wtf.

9. EVER HAD A NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE?
_Mmm, no comment. + Stupid question!

10.WHO IS YOUR MOST RECENT EX?
_My honey, my first & last love. (;

11. HAVE YOU EVER SANG IN FRONT OF A LARGE AUDIENCE?
_Lmao, yesss.

12. WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?
_Eyes. So dreamy. (;

13. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY ORDER FROM STARBUCKS?
_Grande Double Chocolatey-Chip w/ extra whip or Grande Strawberry Black Tea sweetened.

26 FACTS,

FACTS: Today

1. Talk to a boy or girl you like?:
_Love.

2. Learn anything new?
_You bet.

3. Talk to an expert?
_Lmao.

4. Miss someone?
_Mos def.

FACTS: Last Person Who

5. Laid in your bed other than you?
_My daughter. <3

6. Made you cry?
_It's been a while. (;

7. You went to the movies with?
_Wow, it's been a while too! Lol.

8. Went to the mall with you?
_My daughter. <3>

9. You showered with?
_Me

10. Said they loved you?
_My loving family. (;

FACTS: General stuff

11. Wheres your favorite hangout?
_Home Suhhweeet Home. <3

12. What are you most scared of this second?
_Ugh.

13. Does anyone like you?
_Love.

14. Have you ever farted?
_It's normal.

15. Are you lonely right now?
_Mmm.

16. Song stuck in your head right now?
_I love to Roc wit'chu'.

17. Been on t.v or radio?
_TV.

18. Ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
_Bwuahahaha!

19. What color shirt do you have on now?
_White & Hot Pink.

20. Name three things that you do every day?
_Be the best mother to my daughter, eat & sleep.

21. Whats your favorite show?
_I have many, lol.

22. Who got you to join Myspace?
_Wow, it's been years! Sherry R.

23. Wish someone was next to you this morning when you woke up?
_Yesssss!

24. What web site do you visit the most?
_Twitt to the Er. (;

25. Do you have plants in your room?
_Negative.

26. Who was the last person to hug you?
_My daughter. <3

La la la.

Last Night,

so i had a great time, 

"while it lasted" so boo hoo!

anyways,

tonight better BE THEE NIGHT,

it's my legit birthDATE. hollah'

-lates,

10, 9, 8, 7..

10 things you wish you could say to 10 different people right now.
1 - I miss you.
2 - Are you comint on Friday?
3 - You just don't know do you..bitch!
4 - You're sooo fkn immature.
5 - Who do you think you are?
6 - LOSER.
7 - If you only knew.
8 - Low life.
9 - Go better yourself!
10 - Grow the fuck up.

9 things people may not know about you.
1 - Do not fuck with me.
2 - I am the nicest person on earth.
3 - Fortunate, not spoiled.
4 - I am super picky.
5 - My way, or thee highway.
6 - Drug-free.
7 - Wise.
8 - I danced for thirteen years. I miss it.
9 - I am not easy. Try.

8 ways to win my heart.
1 - R E S P E C T
2 - I love surprises that make me melt. (:
3 - The littlest things count.
4 - Honesty is key.
5 - Adventure.
6 - Open personality.
7 - Best friend.
8 - Style.

7 things that cross your mind a lot.
1 - Being the best MOM I can be! (:
2 - I hate reading texts that I am not interested in.
3 - SF, CA
4 - School
5 - $ $ $
6 - Tired, but I can't go to sleep.
7 - SUSHI

6 things you do before you fall asleep (not in order).
1 - Bathroom break: shower, wash my face, floss/brush my teeth && apply differin
2 - Shut down computer.
3 - Switch fan on low.
4 - Check my phone time to time til' I fall asleep.
5 - Make sure I have school work on point.
6 - Kiss Czylah to sleep. (:

5 things you notice in the opposite sex.
1 - Style
2 - Height
3 - Personality
4 - Common interest
5 - Differences

4 things you wish you never did.
1 - I
2 - Don't
3 - Regret
4 - Anything.

3 songs to describe your life.
1 - Spend My Life With You - Eric Benet Ft. Tamia
2 - Over The Rainbow - IZ
3 - Come Back To Me - Utada

2 things you want to do before you die.
1 - Succeed with my dreams/goals in life.
2 - Happily married w/ a great family. (:

1 Confession…
1 - Nothing in my life can get better than this, or can it? (:

Never,

never figured how MUCH 'in love' i am.

NEVER.

i knew, but never thought it would last..this long.

NEVER.

never say never, whatever.

NEVER.

love is what i'll never fall out of.

NEVER.

NEVER.

(:

-lates,

La La La,

MOTHERHOOD > COLLEGE > WORK.
i'm on it, ye ye ye. (:

-lates,

A Better Day,

had the guts to say what i had to say,

ACCOMPLISHED.

now,

just gna wait til' that day comes && see what will happen.

will it be worth it?

i better not get bummed out.

mmhm,

we'll see..well i will.

UGH.

-lates,

Fuck what I ever said, I guess.

it's funny how bad i fell. ridiculous how i felt.

&& immature how much time i wasted.

it sucks that you don't know the other half of the truth

&& the questions i always wonder.

things will only get worse as time continues,

that's only the best part.. for you.

FUCKER!

-lates,

New Generation,

-lates,

Unexpected Bullshit,

alright, so this unexpected call comes from someone who had the guts to say
shit to me through via TEXT MESSAGE, which is ridiculous & immature. haha,

anyways, gittin' back to tha' point.. that person after like a good two weeks calls
to say sorry. -- "WTF?!"

that person said "i've been wanting to say sorry, but i knew you'd be mad.." yada
yada blah blah. -- "WTF?!"
of course i'm still mad. even when you're drunk doesn't give you an
excuse to come to me to say shit. whata' immature bastard. aha,

anyways, other than saying sorry which shocked me enough. that person still had
the guts to ask if they were still invited to my birthday party. lmfao! fuckah' needs
to git his shit straight before i put a gun to his back to make sure he stands straight.


-lates.

Inspired,

"The best relationship is the relationship with yourself, because no matter what happens..you'll always have yourself." -DVF

Very well spoken, Diane Von Furstenberg got mad skillz.

Love her enthusiasm about life!

lates,

RE: Braces,

i don't actually need them at the moment, lol.
since i'm going to be traveling most of my time
for the next 4 to 5 years, it would be hard for
my orthodontist to keep up with check-ups.

-lates.

Moments of Spring Break 2009,

-lates.